During the night I kept waking up every 30 minutes or so with this disgustingly strong urge to throw up. I kept trying to go back to sleep, but I would always find myself awake again within a matter of minutes. Eventually, I actually did throw up. Then I had to clean it up. I hope I didn't disturb my roommate too much...
Man, I'm not feeling very good at all. I feel like I could be sick to my stomach again at any given minute. I'm not even sure where this sickness is coming from - no one around me seems to have the flu...? I'm so tempted to not go to school today, but I know I have to. Regardless of how sick I feel, I have to go to Life Drawing class. On the bright side, at least it's only three hours. Then I'm going home to see my family, and finish up my 3D project.
Is anyone else sick lately? :(
Also... yesterday, in my Imaging Systems/Technical Drawing class, my friends had this discussion about dying, and who they will miss the most (in their family) when they die. A lot of them mentioned their grandparents, which got me to thinking... I am really, really going to miss my grandparents. It worries me because they're already quite old (Grandmother = 90 Grandfather = 95) and although they are surprisingly healthy given their ages, the fact of the matter is... they'll be leaving, soon. It's something I can't avoid. No one can avoid it. Death is such a depressing thing, isn't it? I wish that I could pass some kind of "power" onto them to enable them to live forever. My grandfather has had four strokes from December - February, and although he's immediately recovered from each one... I recognize that it's a "warning" sign of what is to come. I miss them so much because I haven't seen them since... December, for Christmas. I still phone them now and then, but it's not the same, you know? If I don't see them really soon, I'm going to regret it. I love them so much. I'm going to promise myself that I will for sure see them as soon as we're all available.
Sorry that this entry is such a downer. I guess it just describes how I'm feeling right now.
~ Victoria
Man, I'm not feeling very good at all. I feel like I could be sick to my stomach again at any given minute. I'm not even sure where this sickness is coming from - no one around me seems to have the flu...? I'm so tempted to not go to school today, but I know I have to. Regardless of how sick I feel, I have to go to Life Drawing class. On the bright side, at least it's only three hours. Then I'm going home to see my family, and finish up my 3D project.
Is anyone else sick lately? :(
Also... yesterday, in my Imaging Systems/Technical Drawing class, my friends had this discussion about dying, and who they will miss the most (in their family) when they die. A lot of them mentioned their grandparents, which got me to thinking... I am really, really going to miss my grandparents. It worries me because they're already quite old (Grandmother = 90 Grandfather = 95) and although they are surprisingly healthy given their ages, the fact of the matter is... they'll be leaving, soon. It's something I can't avoid. No one can avoid it. Death is such a depressing thing, isn't it? I wish that I could pass some kind of "power" onto them to enable them to live forever. My grandfather has had four strokes from December - February, and although he's immediately recovered from each one... I recognize that it's a "warning" sign of what is to come. I miss them so much because I haven't seen them since... December, for Christmas. I still phone them now and then, but it's not the same, you know? If I don't see them really soon, I'm going to regret it. I love them so much. I'm going to promise myself that I will for sure see them as soon as we're all available.
Sorry that this entry is such a downer. I guess it just describes how I'm feeling right now.
~ Victoria
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